When people around you ignore you,you might think that the person does not love you nor cares about you.Sometimes I felt that I was really being left out alone.My parents were always busy with their work,they came back home late at night and I was not able to see them during day time.I was thinking of trying things that will catch their attention like injuring myself so that they will care more about me so I took a small knife to slash across my hand and soon my blood started to ooze out.
My grandfather came into the kitchen and saw me bleeding.He carry me into the bathroom and wash my wound and ask me why am I doing this to my hand.I replied softly and said that my parents does not care about me anymore so I do this is to try to seek their attention so that they will spend time to look after me.My grandfather said that I was very silly.He said,"your mother and father still cares about you even though they were busy with their works,you are their daughter and they love you more than anything else.I know that cause I have childrens too so now do not try anything stupid."
It was really stupid of me to believe that my parents does not love me.It is just that I did not realise how they care about me.Now,I believe that my parents will still care and love me no matter what happened.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
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